I am...

My friend Susan got this from a friend and put it on her blog. At first I was not going to do it but then I started to think of some of the questions and how I would answer them so I finally decide I would post it. The sad part is instead of my name in the I am part I wanted to put I am...indecisive. Oh well, hope you enjoy it and I would love to see others do it too.

I am... Jilene
I want...for my family to always be safe.
I wish... for my children to grow up successful, responsible, and happy.
I hate... how mean the world is.
I miss...lilac bushes.
I fear...to many things to mention.
I feel...sad when me children are really mean to each other and to me.
I hear....my children signing, the birds outside my window, and the train whistle. These things always seem to snap me back to reality when I am day dreaming.
I smell...everything, which is not always good.
I crave... to many things to list.
I search... for answers to things that I don't think will ever be answered.
I wonder... what my children will be like when they are grown up and what the world will be .
I like...to go places with my kids and see their expressions as they take it all in.
I love... my family.
I care...about what happens to people.
I always... check on and kiss my girls before I go to bed.
I believe...I will never be perfect and I am starting to realize that is ok.
I dance...not enough anymore.
I sing...in the car or if my kids ask me to.
I cry... according to my husband, when the wind blows.
I'm happy when...my children are laughing .
I don’t always...remember to say hello first before I start asking for something, which is not good.
I fight... with my husband over stupid things.
I write...about everything.
I never... intentionally hurt someone.
I listen... to all kinds of music.
I need...to learn to let go of the bad stuff and cherish the good stuff. I think I have it backwards right now.